One week down! And I now have until 6 PM Monday without any treatment :) A chance for my body to regroup a little. I look forward to not feeling the chemo in my body; the taste in my mouth, the funny feeling in my lungs... I suppose the general feeling of being tired will continue throughout treatment, but the other side effects now will be localized to the area. I felt wasteful going out to dinner and then not eating my meal tonight :( I do feel fortunate to have had the energy to go. I am learning to use my radiation time as prayer time. One can say "I'll pray about it" and that is the prayer ~ that line. I decided a few years ago that I wasn't going to say that and then not pray. I usually write my prayer requests in my journal but this is teaching me to methodically and patiently lift people and situations to God and to stay focused. This must be a part of His plan for my growth. As the scripture above says, He already knows... it's my heart and mind coming into union with Him that He wants.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment